wow im updating everyday. i thought i wont have time.

today was the end of band camp, a relief yet tmr i'll feel that something's missing. it was super tiring this 4 days, but it was fun. stupid contradictions.

): today. i really like empty buses when you look out the window but not really seeing the things that pass, and the few people on board will leave you alone in your thoughts.

breakdown during lunch, i didnt want it to happen. sorry to those i scared.. guess all the bottling up reached its max and i couldnt take it anymore. but for now, i think i'll be okay. letting it out was quite a good feeling.

practised in the PAC, was very packed on the stage. i cant imagine saturday, i think i'll be very nervous.

so yeah after rhythm its back to work, meetups blah. not really looking forward, i keep telling myself i must work harder this hols but i guess the drive is not there ._.

met shihming and xiaomin today after band :D happyhappy. i miss class, and i think next week i'll miss school.

quite a wordy post haha. i wont be emo anymore, thankyou to those who were with me today :)

2 more days.