today was a good day. i didnt emo at all ! in school. -.- i was damn crappy. i dunno why.

if only i didnt go for eye check today. D: cos yea, as expected my freaking eyesight increased again. im fed up. i give up seriously.

now my actual degree is 825 on the right, 875 on the left. u tell me die anot?

n there's no point getting pissed at me abt my degree increasing again. i noe im also to blame.. i use the comp too much. but hey, we didnt hav a comp when i was K2. or lower primary. my degree still increased luh. u think i want it to keep going up? u think i wanna be blind?

yes, im on the verge of blindness.

i've a feeling i hav to go for lasik soon. bloody shit.

STUPID LAH.

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i forgot how it feels like to have perfect eyesight. since i spent more than half my life being damn short-sighted. alot of ppl think i hav perfect eyesight cos i wear contacts. i wish. i envy those ppl. im sick of seeing stuff blurry everytime i take out my specs or contacts. imagine if one day i lose both of them completely. i wont be able to see anything. sucks. D:

stupid lousy old way of taking care of ur eyes. wad "look out at green stuff to stop short-sightness" or wadeva crap. i've been taking regular breaks from the comp n i actually look out at the trees n stuff. wad shit it turned out? no help la.

or maybe im juz fated to be like that. my eyes just love to increase its degree. what, i insulted a blind man in my past life? -.-

wadeva man. wad is this lah. i must now resort to limiting myself from the comp. wth. life sucks.

shall go mug LA now. ):