i decided a few things today. when i was alone juz now. at home juz staring into space.

im going to be emo happy from now on. :X yeah seriously. ok i'll try lah. cos there's like no point getting upset over small stuff?

u cant force everything to go your way.

u cant force everyone to listen to u.

u cant force everyone to like u.

yepp. n i wont take remarks so seriously anymore.

sorry to people i affected. sorry to ppl i've insulted, whether intentional or unintentional, or i insulted but dunno :X sorry to ppl i've misunderstood or wronged or sth, or juz making u feel upset n stuff. none of it was on purpose.

n another thing i've decided.

to give up.

im not gonna carry this on anymore. like wads the point.

u can say wadeva u want abt me. i felt hurt; but im not going to from now on. wadeva u do now doesnt freakin bother me.

it will take a long time, but i'll get used to it.

i shall change from now :)

lol. -.-