some ppl asked why im emo lately.

not as if i had a freaking choice.

i was ok last night.

n u juz had to ruin it all.

i never should have told u. it was freaking dumb of me.

i've been emo EVERY SINGLE DAY for the past week. u think i like it?

u would if everyday stuff just pops out n gets in your way.

n im sick of all these stuff.

pissed.

pissed.

pissed.

its the hols. yes i need a break.

break from all these crap.

cos im tired of doing everything, and not a single thing tat happened is an advantage to me.

nobody's life is perfect, n nobody is perfect.

i juz hope my life can be better. cos it downright sucks. is tat so much to ask for?

and to a particular friend: u think my life is perfect? yes i have a supportive family n friends but u think i dun have troubles of my own? i cant believe u wrote all tat in ur blog. wad's the point. i noe u juz wanna let it all out n stuff like im doing now but wad's with ur choice of words? like 'freakish class' for example. wad did my class do to insult u? i never said i didnt care abt u anymore rite. ur words juz downright hurt me. n it doesnt help when im already emo enough.

i dun wanna insult anybody in my post. tats not wad this post is for.

and i dun get wad is __'s problem. is this ur true colours? i think its a freaking misunderstanding. u dun have to do all these to juz get back at me ok.

i juz dunno wad to do now.