she's pissing me off so much. i cant take it anymore.
she juz cant seem to keep her mouth shut. maybe she doesnt noe the reason y my blog is OPEN TO INVITED READERS ONLY. she juz had to blab it out. n she thinks she can secretly sabotage me without me knowing it was her. how dumb. bcos the person she told act has a MOUTH. she can act TALK. juz added that in case she doesnt even noe. n how fake can she get? i could alr tell sth was wrong waywayway back in time. i dun get y does she hav to fake to be so nice in front of me? all the smiles, care, jokes..everything. wad's the use? y cant she juz be frank with me? y cant she juz tell me wad i've done wrong? how the hell wld i noe wad's in her mind if she doesnt sae it out? in my heart i've done nth wrong. so i've no guilt in me when i face her. she doesnt wanna sae anth. she juz wanna 4get me aft the end of this yr. so even tho i dunno wth i did wrong, i wanna apologise. but it wld be best if she juz told me wad happened. i'm sorry.

inconsolable by backstreet boys rawks. i've been listening to it 10 over times.

yes. cos i'm inconsolable.