to one of my special frens:
{recently i've juz read ur blog entries n i juz felt misunderstood. firstly, i really dun think u're bad, irritating or bossy. n i dun expect u to be perfect. cos nobody is perfect. lyk me, i can't draw, run, swim...n u dun always put the blame on us...sometimes i feel that i'm the one that's putting the blame on others than on me. n its also not your fault that we lost in the frisbee quarter-finals. it was all of our faults. but i'll juz lyk to say sorry for if i did put pressure on u. i'm really sorry. but its not entirely ur fault. i dunno if i'm the "true fren" that lied to u but if i am, i deny it. cos i nvr lied to u in any way...if i ever done anything wrong pls tell me instead of keeping it in ur heart ok? tt's y i was kinda shocked when u juz left without saying bye. i was repeatedly asking myself, "did i do anything wrong?" "what have i done?". so juz wanna say sorry if i insulted u or ever lied to u. sorry for being such a nuisance at times. i hope u'll accept my apology.}
n to all my frens out there, i wanna say sorry for not being myself. i think i've been trying too hard to get your frenships that i've changed. so from now on i'll try to be the old me, the old yan ting. n i wanna say a big thank u to my frens too for being my fren n accept me for who i really am...