i'm such a loser. i'm a reject in EVERY way.
i can't run, i can't draw, i can't play the recorder properly, i can't even strike a conversation properly. i mean, i haf frens...but i juz can't bring up a conversation...ppl kinda get bored with me cos i'm so quiet...='( todae's 1.6 km run was so tiring tt i was the 2nd last to reach the finishing point. wth lahh. some1 insulted me by saying tt he cant belif i couldn't even beat my fren...whu was not veri gd at running. hello??? i lost ta her by a few seconds. wadeva lahh. i can't do everything rite. wad's wrong with me??? wad did i do 2 deserve this??? the only thing i noe how ta do is playing the piano...oh man...the more i think of this the more i really can't stand my life. everything juz goes the wrong way....i'm so depressed now, i think i'm not going 2 smile for a quite a while alreadi... oh gosh...i'm so down i'm not even excited abt tmr's NE show...which i was practically jumping up n down yest bcos i couldn't wait for tmr. i juz feel lyk shouting out all my troubles n get rid of the heavy weight in my heart...